What is this really about?
In our everyday lives, we face countless questions. Some of us ask them aloud, others keep them inside, unsure or hesitant to voice them. And then, there are those silent thoughts that don’t even form into proper questions — just feelings, confusions, or quiet observations.

These questions often revolve around existence itself. Why do we exist? Why are we the way we are? Why does partiality exist — the division between privilege and struggle, between love and hate? Who am I? What am I doing here? These are existential questions that arise as we navigate through survival in a busy, unequal world.

Some people are born into abundance — with all the resources they need and more. Others, by contrast, struggle every day for food, shelter, and basic necessities. Then there are those who live somewhere in between. Life seems to operate on a kind of unspoken rule — perhaps the “survival of the fittest.” But isn’t that where the unfairness begins? Why do some have so much from birth, while others suffer endlessly?

Why this inequality? Why the suffering? Why are blessings distributed so unevenly? If abundant resources exist, why are they concentrated in the hands of a few? These aren’t just questions about privilege — they are questions about fairness, purpose, and the design of life itself.

Maybe this is just how life is — raw, uncontrollable, and unfair. But must it remain that way?
Is there a solution — something we can understand or influence? If control is possible, then who holds it now? And if someone or something is already in control, why does the system work as it does? What is the intent behind it all? And if no one is in control, how do we take collective responsibility to make life better for everyone?

In the end, it all comes down to this: we have endless “whys” and “whats” — but our true challenge lies in discovering the deeper “how.”

As this journey begins with lots of questions within me and with the intent to find or optimize the existential systems that can improve the life of everyone and everything in this existence.